Oh, gods.

My dad has cancer. My dad has cancer. Small cell carcinoma, undifferentiated. Metastized into the bones and brain from the lungs. And I'm... can you be numb and terrified at the same time? We don't know the prognosis yet, but the oncologist is coming tomorrow. I'm really, really trying to be optimistic.

Turns out the dizziness wasn't the flu, or anything else it's the fucking cancer, pressing on the balance centers of he brain.